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Yay!

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Heya guys! I also joined the best blog award!! Hoping to win!! I joined the most interesting and active blog.. Thanks to sis Jasmin for informing me bout this.. I would also like to thank SHIMIN the host for letting me join this blog contest.. That's all for now,

Thanks APC!

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Hello guys! Sorry for not updating last night. Well, I'm here in our house in Manila. BTW.. I'm glad to announce that I'm already a member of APC or, Animal Princess Club! I decided to join this club because I'm as you all know. I hate cruelty, lalo na when It comes to animals! Actually I have 4 different breeds of dogs. An 8 months chihuahua, a 9 months old pomeranian spitz, a 6 months old japanese akita, and a 6 month old german shepherd. I do really love my pets. Especially Kimi, the pomeranian spitz. So what are you waiting for? Join us, and be part of our family!!

Yeah!

Oh my gaaaaad.. atlast I'm done with my baby thesis.. I didn't expected that It would be that long, It was 47 pages. hahaha.. I'm so thankful coz my boipren help me to do it. I'm also done with the dedications, and tomorrow, I'll start to work with our project in trigonometry. Di ako makatulog, looks like I'm having an insomia again. Hate it! BTW.. next month would be a very busy month for me. There would be alot of activities before our Christmas break. Then next next week, we will have our 3rd preliminary examination. This coming saturday, first monthsary namin. I'm worried coz, I need to review for our test, dunno If we can celebrate it coz were far from each other:'( Still can't sleep, darn! Thinking of a nice topic....

Umh.. my late update,

Hello.. Just wanna thank those bloggers who have been commented on my post about my first boyfriend.. Yeah.. It was a really sad story, and I admit that.. When I was typing our story, tears suddenly roll off my cheeks. I'm still missing him, but It doesn't mean that I don't love my present boyfriend. I'm just glad that after 4 years, I finally accepted the fact that he was already gone. Maybe the reason why I failed in my past relationships is beacuse, that my heart hasn't accepted the truth, or should I say, still not ready to love again because I'm still longing for him. Pero, ngayon hindi. I've set him free. And I know, he is happy wherever he is. It's 12:53 in the morning, and I'm kinda sleepy:) BHUBYE GUYS!

My art..

Ang mga panahong nagdaan ay tila naging gabay sa aking pagkatao, nagturo sa akin ng tamang landas na dapat kong tahakin. Noong mga panahong puno ng pait at sakit ang aking puso dulot ng pagkabigo ko sa larangan ng pag-ibig. Pag-ibig na humubog sa akin sa mas malalim na antas ng aking pagkatao. Akala ko ay hindi ko na kayang bumangon pagkatapos kong masaktan, akala ko ay habang buhay akong magdurusa. Until the time came when I learn how let go. Umiiyak ako nung mga panahong tuluyan ka ng lumisan sa mundo. Hindi ko alam kung anung may umaga pa akong masisilayan. Ikaw ang nag silbing liwanag ko sa dilim, tanging gabay ko sa mga bagay na gustokong tahakin. Hindi ko man lubusang maunawaan ngunit maligaya pala ako sa kabila ng hapdi dahil masaya ang taong mahal ko.Sabi nga nila” When you love somebody set him free.” Nakangiti ako habang may luha. Hindi ko maunawaan ang damdaming iyon. Hanggang sa nagising ako isang umaga at nagpagtanto ko na ang damdaming iyon ay arti ng pagpapalaya. Pagpapa...

Intrams: 2nd Day

2nd day ng intrams.. and I hope maging ok ang lahat, walang nag mamarunong, nag mamayabang ng wala sa lugar.. Sana this time siguraduhin ng mgataong yun na nasa hulog yung katwiran nila. Di na masama loob ko or badtrip or whatsoever. Mga bandang 8:45 kagabi, pumunta dito sila Jeff and Mara. Ka team mates ko. Eh, wla pa kaming sasayawin, kaya ginawan namin ng steps yung sayaw namin. Enjoy kasi, during our choreo mode, tawanan effects kasi ang kulit ni Jeff.. Patawa lagi. Baka mamaya ma upload ko na yung mga videos namin. I hope maging ok yung performance namin mamaya. I know It's only a game. Pero, not for me and that silly bit*h.. kakaririn ko na toh! Sige I have to take a bath na, at mag ppractice pa ulit kami.. See yah,

Intrams: Ang batang madamot!

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I need an honest opinion.. As you all know, intrams namin ngayon at may battle of the bands. Oo,ilang araw na kaming nag iisip ng kakantahin until we decided na yung `Will u ever learn by typecast` nalang ang kakantahin namin. So kahapon tinanong ko yung isang organizer sa school kung kaninong mga instruments yung gag...amitin, Abah.. nagulat ako ng sinabi nilang, kami daw mag pprovide. . . Umakyat ang dugo ko sa tuktok ng bungo ko,kaya lang wala na ko magagawa. So I decided to mang hiram nalang sa former teacher namin ng bass and electric guitar. Kaninang umaga, start na ng Intrams at after ng cheerdance, nag kumahog kami ni Shiela(friend & schoolmate) puntahan yung teacher ko na may guitar. .. Pag dating namin dun, disappointed kasi, di kami mapapahiram dahil ginagamit yun sa church. Eh rule ata yun na gagamitin lang yun to worship God. Kaya sinamahan kami ng teacher namin na mang hiram sa iba nyang barkada na may banda, minalas lang kasi nasa Manila yung tropa nya, pinuntahan di...

Busy day ahead

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Hello, Hay, tinanghali na ko ng gising though maaga naman akong natulog kagabi. Mga 10 pm siguro, pag uwi ko kasi kahapon mga bandang 5 pm, nag dinner na agad ako.. Then nag check ng mga emails. Tapos ginawa ko na agad yung thesis ko. Baka kasi mawalan na ko ng time para asikasuhin yon, buti nalang nagawa na ni boipren yung ibang part ng research kaya di na rin ako masyadong nahirapan. Konting dagdag ng reference. Actually I'm almost done, dedication nalang and aayusin ko nalang yung questions. Mamaya whole day practice kami kasi wala pa kaming ippresent sa dance contest, so talagang `PAGOD` mode ang araw na to. Well ganun talaga, mahirap na baka mag ngangabells nanaman si SELNA ang babaeng bungangera! Kahit nakakapagod ang araw, ok lang kasi nanjan naman ang aking mga beshie, tulong tulong kami:] naks! Nakakapagod mag practice ng cheerdance pero, hahaha.. Last year na namin toh sa highschool eeh! Kay enjoy nalang, paos nanaman ang aabutin ko mamaya. May practice pa kami sa studio ...

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Intrams: Practice again

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Ang daming nagyari ngayong araw na to.. First of all, nakakapagod ang practice.. Kanina, mga bandang lunch time yun. Kinausap ko si Ms. Lhea, si Darling ko:] I asked her about dun sa issue between her and our Adviser. "Bruha" ang latest peboreet word ng tropa. Sorry pero top secret kung bakit..hehe.. Sa totoo lang, mas gusto ko syang kausap kesa kay Selna(codename), you know why? Kasi sya, tumatanggap ng mistakes, unlike Selna na talagang ipag pipilitan pa yung sa side nya even though It's wrong. Kaya mahirap na yung iccorrect mo sya,, dahil sasama pa yung loob nya sayo. Oo, teachers do make mistakes, but not all the time. Tama na yan, natatawa lang ako pag naaalala ko yung issue kay Ms. Gremlins:) As you all know, pag weekend nasa San Juan ako. Visiting my parents. Then kanina ko lang nalaman na, sabi pala nitong ni Selna sa isang student na... "Wala pa daw nagagawang cheerdance dahil lagi akong absent," DUH!! sakin lang naka assign lahat? SHIT! Buti sana kung ...

Di sadya,

Minsan akoy nag iisa, walang makasama hawak ang larawan mo Binabalikan ang mga nakaraan, na una kung natanto Na ikay dumating nagkakulay, lumiwanag ang buhay ko Nagtatanong kung bakit binigay nang langit, sakin ang katulad mo.. CHORUS Hindi sadya (hindi sadya) nakapagtataka Parang kilala na kita Sa puso at kaluluwa Siguro nga (siguro nga), nung unang panahon Tayo ay nagmamahalan na't, inulit lang ngayun.. (2x) Biglang nakasama kana, hindi na ako nag iisa Hindi na muling mag durusa, Hindi na muling papatak ang mga luha sa mga mata Dahil ako'y...Liligaya nA... Muli...Dahil nag balik kana sa piling ko... at nagtatanong kung bakit muli binigay ng langit sakin katulad mo.. Hindi ko sukat akalain na ika'y magiging akin Matapat na matagal ko ng dalangin! Sa diyos na may kapal dinadasal, hinihilinh na kaylan ka magiging akin! Di kita iiwanan puro tamis, walang tabang di na ako mag hahanap ng iba kung baga para sayo, tuloy at wagas para lamang sayo, ?

Intrams: Imbyerna today,

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Late na ko pumasok sa school kanina, practice lang naman para sa intrams.. Then, ayun, nag search ako ng mga bass na songs na pwedeng ipa remix. Then pag dating ko sa school kanina, gulat ang beauty ko dahil naka simangot mga ka group ko. Kasi pala, bad trip na yung leader namin dahil ang kukulit ng mga ka team namin. Labas pasok daw sa room. Kaya ayun, nadamay pati sila. Actually nainis din ako kasi, mag sshare sana ako ngidea ko tapos, pabalang na sumagot sakin. DAMN! kami na nga yung tumutulong sa kanya para mabawasan ang pressure nya, tapos ganun yung pinapakita nyang attitude? Oo alam ko pagod sya, pero sana naman. Wag nyang kontrahin yung idea namin ni bhest Yra. Kasi she doesn't understand ehh. Di naman porket sinabing cheer dance, eh puro dance nalang noh! syempre me mga formations yun. Yun yung di nya ma gets.. SLOW:] LOLS!! Kala nya kung anu2 yung inaatupag namin ni Yra, ang di nya alam nag iisip na kami ng ideas. Grabeehh.. kami pa yung bad gurls.. Nung tanghali, after n...

“Momay”

By Juan Thugs N Harmony lumilipad na naman ang isip ko (lumilipad na naman ang isip koh koh koh) 2x lumilipad na naman ang isip ko na para bang akoy nasa kalangitan sa twing si momay ay aking matitikman (sa twing si momay ay aking matitikman)2x ang simoy ng hangin sa akin ay lumalamig na (ang simoy ng hangin sa akin ay lumalamig na) 2x shotgun shotgun ganja ganja budah budah2x sa mga oras na kasama ka mundo ko ay nag iiba problemay di napapansin sumasaya ako sa twing kapiling ka na para lumulutang ang isipan sa kalawakan at aking nalilimutan suliranin at ang mga kabiguan tawanan ng tawanan lang at ilabas mo na rin ang pagkain at ihain na ang malamig na tubig na papawi sa panunuyo ng lalamunan at sindihan muli natin ang mahiwagang dahon na nagbibigay ng kulay sa mga bagay at nagpapapungay s sa aking mata nadarama ko ay kakaiba para hinihipan ka ng hangin napakalamig mo sa lumilipad na naman ang isip ko na para bang akoy nasa kalangitan sa twing si momay ay aking matitikman (sa twing si ...

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Good Morning!

Olla! What a nice morning I have.. Well, every morning pag gising ko, ang lamig lamig ng hangin. I can feel the cool breeze of Christmas na. Speaking of Christmas, until now di ko padin alam kung magkasama kami nila mommy. Pero I think uuwi kami dito sa Bulacan, kaya lang si boipren di ko alam kung san mag xxmas. Pwedeng umuwi sya sa Dasma, sa lola nya.. Pwedeng sa Makati, sa mga siblings nya, Pwede ring dito sa Bulacan, sakin;] Well, I need to take a bath na.. Gonna be ready for school..

In the Arms of an Angel,

After I watched a video posted by my cousin in facebook, my view in life changed. As you all know, I'm very emotional. I easily cry when I saw poor children, abused, or working instead of studying. Last time, I told my friends that when I go to college, I will join organizations that helps poor and abused children. Being honest with you, I'm also a victim of abuse. I am mentally abused by my stepfather. It all started when I was in grade 5, 10 years old. He doesn't hurt me, but he always scold me and raising his voice. All things that I do is wrong for him, he wanted things to be perfect. He doesn't want to be disappointed, that's why he keeps on telling me what to do. That time, I have no rights to tell what am I feeling, or what I want to do. Because for him, every decision I made, is WRONG . He always look at my weakness. Lower my self esteem. Never ever encourage me to pursue what I want. Doesn't support me, whenever I am joining competitions and contest. He...

Distribution of report cards

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It's 10:59pm and I'm still awake. nahh.. I'm kinda sleepy though, I still wanna post something. Share ko lang, malapit na fiesta dito samin. November 22 sunday, is the day! Soooo.. excited, uuwi si mommy dito sa bulacan. I really miss her!! Then, sasama din si boipren dito. Naks!! So far ok naman ang school. Ayun, distribution ng report card namin but kelangan parents or guardian namin ang kukuha. DAMN!! What if maikwento nila yung bout sa inuman session? huhuhu... sssshhhiiiiii.... But hey! eh anu naman? hehehe... Kanina sa nilibre ako ni Michael bhest ng fudz, ayun kwentuhan ulit kami sa canteen. Then sa classroom naman, ayun.. Napag kwentuhan namin yung mga pwedeng manyare pag nag college na kami. Symepre dahil present si Bryan , sya nanaman ang center of humorous kawalang hiyaan namin. Pero sakto lang ang pang aasar ahh! Bawal pikon. hay.. almost 4 months nalang ggraduate na kami, may mga mag mamanila, meron din sa province. Balak naming mag reunion, yung mga naging cl...

December 21 2012 the END?

Gosh.. while I'm busy tagging my online friends, I found the trailer of 2012. I already heard about this movie before but I didn't expect that It was really interesting film. I can't possibly imagine that It would be a new phenomena after 3 years. I was really terrified when I was watching the full trailer of the movie. Some researchers said that there would be a kind of major shift in the cycle of history. Because the Mayans created a calendar that can predict lunar eclipses that literally thousands of years in the future. Damn..After all they were all only predictions. But whether we like it or not, let us bear in mind that some predictions do come true. So the better thing to do is pray, and trust God. Here's the trailer of 2012,

What does the end of the earth in 2012 means?

By Jaime Licauco Philippine Daily Inquirer These terms conjure visions of calamities, cataclysms and upheavals. They induce fear and anxiety because they are believed to be the end of the world. The great Mayan Calendar, which predicts the end of the present cycle to occur precisely at midnight of Dec. 21, 2012, suggests not the end of the world, but merely the end of a 26,000-year earth cycle, divided into five sub-cycles of about 5,200 years. According to the Mayan Calendar we are on the last fifth earth cycle where a new beginning looms. According to Mayan prophecies, “All moons, all years, all days, all winds, reach their completion. Measured is the time in which we can know the benevolence of the sun. Measured is the time in which the stars look down on us.” On Dec. 21, 2012, several heavenly planets will be in complete alignment with the earth and solar system, an event which takes place only once in about 26,000 years. And such an alignment will exert a great magnetic pull that ...

Intrams: Practice

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Good morning to all! Malapit na ko ma late pero post muna ko. We will having a practice for the intramurals this saturday, and I still dunno if I can go to Manila to visit my mom. I'm still working on my baby thesis, kinda lazy though I really have to finish it before the end of the week. My schedule would be very hectic next week, so I have to finish all my task this week. I also found a hello kitty earrings yesterday in a new hello kitty stuffy shop. I really like to have one! LOLS!! Anyway.. November would be a very busy month for me. But still I always find a way to communicate with my boyfriend, to avoid misunderstandings. I know he understand how busy I am. I really miss him, wanna hug him tight:] I hope it will be a happy day for me today. No misunderstanding between friends, classmates, schoolmates and teachers.. Enjoys subjects.. especially Trigo! That's all for now......

Which one would be my next pet?

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Hmmm.. kinda hard to decide which pet will I buy by the end of the year. I've thinking of this a alot of times but, still can't decide.. As you all know, I'm a pet lover. I had a lot of different breeds of dogs, and being with those fellas makes my day more enjoyable and fun. As you can see, these are my top 5 'WANTED TO HAVE AS A PET' NO. 1 - I always wanted to have a guinea pig.. I've told this to my boyfriend last time, and he told me that.. He'll going to buy me one this coming Christmas.. soooo excited to have emm. No. 2 - Persian cat. I love the white fur, and cats are known for their sweetness to their masters. I also find cats as a good family and house pet. No. 3 -Maltese pup!! Since I really love dogs, and I find maltese sweet and quite type of dog. They are not hyper unlike other dogs. No. 4 - Love birds.. I want to have em as a pet because, they are very affectionate and totally sweet unto each other. Just like my boyfriend:D No. 5 - Well, aren...

Goodmorning!!

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It's 1:05 in the morning.. Not yet asleep.. hahaha!! Yow!! Forgot to tell yah.. My mom is 2 months pregnant. Hahah.. After 16 years, magkakaron na ko kapatid. But hey! I'm not they're baby anymore. Big sister na ko. Pero, It's ok. My mom and dad, was very delighted and happy. So do I:) I don't feel well today.. Feels like, I'm having a cold. Tired lang siguro, pero check out this picture I found out in my facebook news feed.. Kind silly though, true=) ,,that's all for now=D

My Birthday Calculator

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Your date of conception was on or about 23 August 1992 which was a Sunday. You were born on a Sunday under the astrological sign Taurus. Your Life path number is 7. Your fortune cookie reads: Nature, time and patience are the three best physicians. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 4 & 22. You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 9. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 3, 6, 8 & 11. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2449123.5. The golden number for 1993 is 18. The epact number for 1993 is 6. The year 1993 was not a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 1/23/1993 and ending 2/9/1994. You were born in the Chinese year of the Rooster. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Beaver; your plant is Wild Clover. You were born in the Egyptian month of Epipy, the third mo...

Pag ako'y naboboring....

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Pag ako'y nag iisa sa aming tahanan, at walang magawa kundi kumain, at mag computer.. Eto ang mga bagay na ginagawa ko upang hindi ako mabaliw sa aming bahay .. Malaki ang aming tahanan, masyadong maluwag para sa 3 tao. Kaya madalas, nababasag ng katahimikan ang aking paligid kung hindi ako mag iingay at magpapatugtog ng napaka lakas sa aming bahay. Natatakot akong magkaron ng boarders na moomoooo... Kaya sa aking pag iisa.. Kung anu anong kalokohan na ang pumapasok sa isip ko. Madami na kong sinubukang kakaibang bagay dahil sa aking pag iisa. Hindi ako pwedeng mawalan ng ginagawa, dahil gustuhin ko mang gumala at mag lakwatsa. Mauubos naman ang aking allowance. Kaya todo hanap ako sa pwede kong gawin. Eto ang mga bagay na nasubukan ko ng gawin dahil sa pagka inip... Nag aral ng Salamangka Oo.. di ka nagkamali sa pagbasa. Nag simula yan nung grade 5 ako. Nahumaling ako sa white at black magic, and I find some of them very useful. HAHAHA:D Lalo na nung nauso ang harry potter, nag al...

After 4 years...

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-4th Year- -3rd Year- -2nd Year- -1st Year- hahaha.. heya! While I'm browsing my albums in my friendster account, I found my pictures 4 years ago.. LALALA.. Just wanna share my crazy idea. Missing those days.. the days that I'm currently building up my personality as a teenager.

Letting go..

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How do you walk away from someone you love And take the road of friend; Can you reroute the course you have taken And start over once again? I don't really want to let you go But inside me I know I must; The times we've loved . . . the times you've left My heart says stay . . . but it's my mind I must trust. We have shared so much together Laughter . . . fun times . . . tears; Yet sometimes we can't turn back time We must walk away, and allow ourselves to heal. I know one day you will be happy And your soulmate you will find; I know we each have one out there Even if for now . . . only in our minds. May life be gentle with you May God's best come your way; And on some quiet tomorrow You will realize things were better this way.

Brilliant Lie.....

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There are things talaga na too good to be true. Now I've realized forever is a lie. Hindi lahat ng nakikita natin totoo. Kumbaga sa magic, tricks lang na ginagamitan ng illusions. In order for you to see the truth behind those tricky magics.. Kailangan mo munang imulat ang mga mata mo, at bilisan ang tingin. Kasi, pag nagpa daig ka sa mga mabibilis nilang kamay, LOSER ka.. uto uto, ma aamazed. Ganyan din sa relationship. Pag nag bulag bulagan ka sa katotohanan, you are nothing but a loser. Pero, sometimes.. Pag di ka nasaktan, di mo masasabing nag mamahal ka. Ako, ilang beses na kong naka tanggap ng rejections and failures sa relationship. Nothing last forever... Ayoko ng umasa. Ban na sakin yung mga words na forever and promise, . Ang hirap ng umasa sa wala. Minsan may mga tao pang, pagkatapos kang landiin at ipakitang kunware may feelings sila sayo, pagkatapos nilang malaman na your inlove with them at napapansin na nilang your falling for them .. Iiwan ka nalang. Yung iba jan, ...

The art of letting go,

Put away the pictures, put away the memories I put over and over through my tears I've held them 'til I'm blind, they kept my hope alive As if somehow that i'd keep you here Once you believe in a love forevermore How do you leave it in a drawer Now here it comes, the hardest part of all Unchain my heart that's holding on How do I start to live my life alone Guess I'm just learning, learning the art of letting go Try to say it's over, say the word good bye But each time it catches in my throat You're still here in me and I can't set you free So I hold on to what I wanted most Maybe someday we'll be friends forevermore Wish I could open up that door Now here it comes the hardest part of all Unchain my heart that's holding on How do I start to live my life alone Guess I'm just learning, learning the art of letting go Watching us fade, what can I do But try to make it through the pain Of one more day without you Where do I start to live my li...

Scars of my failing Heart

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Broken hopes falling away.. Don't you have something to say? Does it make you sleep? Emptiness of words that you've said, scars in my heart that you left.. Now I'm close to dying Everything's failing with thoughts of you.. Now I'm down without knowing what's true With the way you look at someone else, everyone's saying just try to be strong How I wish that I'm just being wrong.. would you try to hear me out? The mood of distraction's prevailing tonight Have you seen what's the best, what is right? now you're gone. you're on your own The ghost of my presence is saying goodbye and I'll die without making things right And you're gone and I'm on my own. Broken glass cut me to sleep. Wounds are disected so deep,I don't want to wake up ..I need this blood to warm my hands, and you don't have to understand you just got me all wrong...

True Love ko,

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My love so sweet kapag kasama ka Anong ligaya 'tong nadarama My love so sweet pangako sa iyo Ikaw lang ang iibigin ko Habangbuhay nilalaman ng puso kong ito Asahan mong ikaw ang "true love" ko Piliting iwaglit ang lahat ng pagkukulang Ikaw na ang buhay ko Di ko akala na tayo'y magkatuluyan Sa dami ng ating pinagawayan Hindi na sana tayo'y magpapansinan Salamat tayo'y nagkaayusan... My love so sweet kapag kasama ka Anong ligaya 'tong nadarama My love so sweet pangako sa iyo Ikaw lang ang iibigin ko Habangbuhay nilalaman ng puso kong ito Asahan mong ikaw ang "true love" ko Piliting iwaglit ang lahat ng pagkukulang Ikaw na ang buhay ko Di ko akala na tayo'y magkatuluyan Sa dami ng ating pinagawayan Hindi na sana tayo'y magpapansinan Salamat tayo'y nagkaayusan... Habangbuhay nilalaman ng puso kong ito Asahan mong ikaw ang "true love" ko Piliting iwaglit ang lahat ng pagkukulang Ikaw na ang buhay ko Di ko akala na tayo'y magk...