It's our Day

First of all I would like to greet my boyfriend again `Happy 1st Monthsary`.
It's our 1st monthsary and I hope this would not be the last. I am so happy for having him and very thankful coz he made my life more meaningful. He showed me the true meaning of love. He doesn't under estimate me. He always making me feel that I am important to him. And although were miles away from each other, still he always finds time for me.
I can't explain the happiness that I'm feeling right now.
Parang kailan lang, I was very annoyed at him and only madness is what I'm feeling towards him. But look at me now. I've fallen for him. I love him. I'm loving him more deeply. Every day, every hour, every minute and every second of my life. I'm really afraid to lose him. I don't want to see or even imagine that scenario. That's why I'm doing my best to make him feel that he matters to me, and I really appreciated all of his efforts.

I want to thank him for his long patience, because winning my heart needs alot of effort. And I'm glad coz he made it! and now, I proved to my family especially to my dad that I made a right decision. I have no regrets. Although I had alot of doubts in loving him at first, but he told me to trust him that he can fix my scattered heart again. And he proved it.

He visited me here in our house in Bulacan. I was surprised upon seeing him, coz It was only his 2nd time hanging around here in my grandparents house. I was shocked when my grandma told me that Cody was waiting for me downstairs. I hurriedly went down, and to my surprise, he really inserted efforts just to be with me in our 1st monthsary. He gave me a bunch of roses. I was really happy when I saw him. I can't possibly imagine that he was with me, and were gonna celebrate our 1st monthsary together. I gave him a crystal ball with a couple of sweet bears inside. He went back to manila around 6pm.

Although sometimes, there are misunderstanding. It wont last for long. We always talked about it, after the tampuhan. I know, he doesn't expect too much from me. But I know, that he knows that I love him so much! We'll keep our relationship more stronger. We just need to hold on tight to each other in able for us to make our dreams come true.

And that's the end of my confessions for today^^