Rainy evening,

One of the reason why people get so sentimental, when everything else does.. Sometimes, destiny isn't always good, It becomes playful. When you meet someone you learned to love, you thought that it was destiny who made your paths cross. But what if making your paths cross is just part of the game that the playful destiny created?
Making you realized that, the person you thought that was destined for you wasn't really mean to stay.

But only destined to make you feel love, and leaved you when you've already fallen. It's not easy to state a reason, when you decide to leave your love. Some might think, It's just an excuse. Some might not actually believe. Some will blame you, some might be mad at you..

What they don't see is the fact that, It hurts you even more to hurt someone who doesn't deserved to be hurt. Especially when you can't actually state the reason why you have to leave. You can never own something that was never been yours. So let's stop gripping on things we expect to last forever. Nothing last forever, forever is a lie, everything is transitory. So while you have something in your hand, always bear in mind that you just borrowed the things you had. Some might say that, when It's gone, It won't take you eternity just to let it go. When your feelings get strong for someone, It's always wise to stop for a while and give your heart a time to breathe. A time to use your mind to weigh the situation, based on reasons not on the emotions. Because the saddest thing that can happen, is when " Someone falls in love while the other one wants nothing more than a friendship. "

Love can be sometimes be a magic, but magic can sometimes be an illusion, and sometimes illusion is a lie. There are times that I wished that I was limited in certain emotions. So that I'll never have to experience the pain, never feel betrayed or disappointed. To have heart that's whole but numb, or a heart that is broken but real.

For there are things that weren't really meant for us. But I guess those painful things makes us more stronger and wiser. For love is not a game to be played but a dream that is so good to be true.