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What is love?

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"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two." -St. Augustine My favorite Quotations:) Once the realization is accepted that even between the closest human beings infinite distances continue to exist, a wonderful living side by side can grow up, if they...

Still missing him,

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February 7 2007 was the worst nightmare of my life.. Rainier died because of motor accident in Minuyan, 3pm. That incident was still fresh in my mind. Everytime I'm alone, I still remember that tragic incident. Feb. 6 2007, when I was walking home from school, he saw me then greeted me, but I didn't look at him or even greet him back. Because, we had this misunderstanding. I was full of regrets up to now. I just can't accept the fact that I didn't saw his last smiles, and face for the last time:( That night, I've dreamed about us. We were riding his motor then, he keeps on convincing me to come with him. Then I saw him pointing in a huge gate, a very bright gate. I can't even see it. Then I refused to go with him. He then leaved me outside the gate. But he didn't leaved me with anger in his face, but with sweet smiles. I cried when I saw him entering the gate. When I woke up the next morning, I just ignored that dream. Here's the sad story, He and his fr...

Set you free:(

We often fool ourselves And say that it’s love Only cause when it’s gone We end up being lonely So how are we to know That it just isn’t so That we just have to let each other go There were many times When we shared precious moments But later realized they were only stolen moments So how are we to know That it just wasn’t so That we just had to let each other go If loving you is all that means to me When being happy is all I hope you’d be Then loving you must mean I really have to set you free Each day remains my love for you Keeps growing stronger But everytime we meet Makes leaving you so much harder So how are we to know That this just wasn’t so That we just have to let each other go If loving you is all that means to me When being happy is all I hope you’d be Then loving you must mean I really have to set you free Letting go is not an easy task When smiling feels like I must wear this lonely mask It hurts deep inside And I just cannot hide That there’s anguish at the thought That w...

Only reminds me of you,

This is the poem in the music video of MYMP's song "Only reminds me of you" Full of sadness, full of pains:( A song of anticipation follows black leather of footsteps seconded by the pitter pattering of a fist-sized machine I am jailed by your memory these bars of sunlight and walls of scented smoke and brown woods with picture frames of evening coffee stains and cherry lipgloss mend spaces at the back of my head eventually, present becomes a cage I, arrest this bird fearing fly and longingly said to return

Tired to be a GOOD friend

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I'm totally pissed off! Don't wanna be a good, and helpful friend! They're abusing my kindness! What the hell is wrong with those persons? Di na nga ko kumain ng niluto nila, I'm the one pa who washed the dishes and the other utensils that they've used! It's ok lang naman for me to do those things, but none of them accompany me to the h.e room:( Bakit ganun? when they asked me for a favor, di ko sila matanggihan. But when I am the one who needs help, none of them are present to help me:( Sometimes, they don't appreciate me. Sometimes after giving what they need, I don't receive any thank you's . I can't barely feel that, I'm surrounded by people that I called friends . I dunno what happened. Why everything changed. I thought, were friends till the end. Can't understand why this is happening:( All I know is..... " I'M TIRED TO BE A GOOD FRIEND "

Let's talk about....

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Well this morning we've talk about our graduation. Kinda sad coz we'll be apart soon and we'll get busy with our busy future ahead of us. Gonna miss my friends and classmates alot:( But that's life.. REMEMBER : When somebody leaves you, someone new will come. We also dare each other, that after ten years paramihan kami anak:) We'll that's crazy I know.. hahaha:) Then before the graduation our teacher told us to make a scrapbook about our 4th year sweet memories. So after we graduate or when we go to college there's a remembrance of our Oh.. sweet days ! My classmate Lesley went home this afternoon coz he doesn't feel well. I've enjoy our new topic in trigonometry and I felt victory and revenge . HAHAHA!! silly me (LOLS) .. Sooo proud of myself! Coz this morning although I felt really sleepy pa, I woke up padin! Yah.. wanna make bawi my grades!! revenge revenge revenge>:) gwahahaha!! Now Playing: Listen to your Friends by: New Found Glory

Photography,

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Here I am again.. Just wanna share my new hobby hobby:) PHOTOGRAPHY Well, I found photography very interesting and enjoying. Very interesting because, your taking pictures of nature, plants, animals, and even places. If I were a photographer, I would take pictures of the must see places here in the Philippines. I can also take pictures of nice views, like sunset, sunrise,etc. Sometimes, pictures have their own meaning. For example the mouse hanging by a stem in my previous blog. At first you can see an ordinary mouse giving the other mouse a flower. But look closely, and appreciate the meaning..

Catching my breath,

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I've had a nightmare last night.. It was freaking scary.. I've dreamed about my 3rd year days. It was our citizen army training. The weather is quite cold and cloudy.. My ex boyfriend which is our former Coor, was very mad at me. I dunno why but, there's something wrong with him. Then, in a blink of the eye, I was drowning.. I can't breath... All I can see is water around me. Then I woke up catching my breath.

Mouse Love

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Hello, hmmm.. Funny image isn't? Well, what do you noticed in the picture? Aside from a mouse courting another mouse? Anyway, here's the real story. As you noticed, there's a mouse giving flower to another mouse. Isn't that sweet? Then he didn't mind the risks. What If he and his friend fall down the tangkay ? Pagmasdan nyo mabuti kung gaano kalambot ang kinakapitan nilang dalawa. What if ma out of balanced sila? Ehdi they both died. But he didn't mind it. Much important is, mabigay nya yung flower sa girl na mouse, para lang ma express ang love nya. Kung ikukumpara natin sila sa humans. Simple explanation lang. Na kahit gaano ka delikado o ka komplikado ang isang bagay, kung talagang love mo sya, you can take all the risks just to prove that you love her.. The secret to happiness is not in doing what one likes to do, but in liking what one has to do.

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Stars in a Bottle,

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Hello world! well I'm in the mood.. Just wanna share to you, what happened today.. Well as you all know, It's wednesday and It's our CAT day!! ayun, military secrecy, then military alphabet.. WALANG KAMATAYAN! But the most freaking funny of all is when our Alpha Coy, commands us then military secrecy nga.. FAULT OF ONE, FAULT OF ALL . Some of my classmates are still lito lito in kaliwa and kanan. Then patakda again! WOOOOSSHHOOO!! So tired. We all smelled CHICO after our form. Right after our form, me, yra and telle, headed to one of the shop near National H.S to buy some colored paper that I needed in my bottle gift. I bought 2 colors. Orange and Black.. Brilliant colors diba? But It doesn't look creepy kasi usually, we used this colors for halloween decorations. And after I'm done designing the bottle, I will take a picture of it then I'll post here=) Here's one of the crafts that I made, [ Fresh News 7:54 ] I was shocked upon hearing my dog, Kimi cried s...

Note to SELF

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The continuation begins. . . I've then met my long lost ..hahaha.. just kidding! My friend Mr. Weber:) We had a great time together. We've talked alot of crazy stuffs and things. We have least in common but there are some things interest the both of us. I can't forget the time that we went to Puregold, then he bought me a japanese food. I can't recall what kind of food is that, but I swear It's delicious. HAHAHA! He then bought his papaya soap , hihihi:) KULIT! The most unforgettable of them all is when my little kimi, bited him. But don't worry, nothing happened bad to him. Because my kimi had a bakuna na. So nothing to worry about! As you all know, I'm the new airashii trainee of our shop. He is always at my side whenever I'm busy entertaining the customers, especially those MAKULIT ones. He always laughs at me whenever I'm making lito lito.. But that's what friends are for.. WHAT??? haha:) Then he taught me how to play DOTA^_^ that's why I...

Program..

Hello, sorry If I didn't update my blog this past few days. Hope you understand. Well I've made some changes, and update my pictures as well. Here's the drama.. Last Friday, we had our 1st Recognition. And atlast, nagawa namin ng tama yung opening ceremony which is the colors. We've then, present our fancy drill which we've practiced almost a week. I'm glad coz the product of our patience and hard work ay maganda yung kinalabasan. Too bad, kasi di ako kasama sa top. Although I've won the 1st place in the extemporary contest, still I'm not contented. I have to study harder, not to be too pasaway and maldita and last always being absent. I swear, It is also my fault coz sometimes, I'm lazy to wake up early. DUH! It's not the end of the world. Besides It's just our 1st grading, there are 3 more gradings to come. And I will prove them that I CAN! I will get what is mine, It's just the beginning of the competition, and I will slap my certifi...

Fresh from San Juan,

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Hello there.. Woooh.. Kanina, when we got home from San Juan, I was really tired . DAMET , I felt really dizzy during our trip. Maybe It's because I woke up too early then naligo ng bonggang bongga. Lack of sleep pa last night, so It's very sakit talaga. Maybe your curious why am I in San Juan this week end.. I'll tell you why . My step father owns a computer cafe in San Juan, so I decided to visit them. Our shop is near SM Sta. Mesa and Central College of the Philippines. So very convenient talaga. Papa occupied the whole place. It's a 4 story mini building. Our shop is located in the ground floor, then the office of her secretary in the 2nd floor, his office and the rooms of his staffs are located at the 3rd floor, and last our bedroom at the 4th floor. There, I've met manang (the maid), Kua Ed (comp. technician and one of the staffs), Kua Mac (Papa's personal driver,and staff), Kua Tonton (staff), and Kua Liam(Papa's younger brother). First Day- Papa ask ...