things were definitely done:(

Now I've learned that,Not all fairy tales have their happy ending and for every story has their end. Not all princesses found their right and deserving prince charming. Some of them are just part of the play. We broke up, last march 24,2009 for good naman. This past few days kasi, napansin ko na sunod sunod na raw na kaming nag aaway. Then may mga bagay na di na kami nag kakasundo. marami kaming pagkakaiba, kaya kahit tama naman yung isang decision pra sakin, for him.. Mali naman. Hindi ko na pwedeng ituloy ung relationship namin kung ganun nalang din. Nagpapakiramdaman nalang kami, ayaw mag salita . Kaya I've made my mind. I really have to end our relationship coz hindi na nag wwork. And I think hindi kami compatible.
Sayang lang dahil madami ng pangarap, then ambitions. Nakakapang hinayang pero, that's what life really means. We have to give up something for good. Hindi naman ako plastik para sabihing hindi ako nasaktan, syempre nasaktan din ako. Masakit,..OO.
Kakalungkot, di pa sanay. Pero ganun talaga. Like what I said, every story has It end. It's either happy or fucking sad ending.
Ngayon napatunayan ko na sa sarili ko, na hindi lahat ng bagay mananatili sayo. Hindi porket gusto natin, It doesn't mean It's ours forever. Parang sa computer shop lang yan ee" my time. like this " Time kana, extend ka pa? " For those girls or boys na ready talagang magpaka martir ng bonggang bongga siguro mag eextend pa sila. But for me, hindi na.
May mga certain things din ako na pagkakamali, Kaya I can't blame him for anything. he expected too much from me, kaya most of the time na ddisappoint sya sakin. Maybe were not meant diba? All things are happening because It has It's own reason. Maybe this is not the right time for the two of us. Oh kaya may ibang plan si God for us, individually. Na aaccept na that fact. And like what I told him before, I have no regrets. I wish him all the best, and sana maging happy sya.
Well I guess It's really goodbye.....
Thanks for the memorize^_^
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