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Do u know the story behind the son9 "TONIGHT" by FM static ? > it was rily a sad story. The composer was engaged wid her long tym girlfrend. As dey depart for work, her GF died and was one of the victims of the september 11 incident at twin towers. He was so deeply heartbroken and devastated. Thus he composed dat song in honor of her GF .. > isn't it a bit sad ? as u heard da song, it potrays much of longing for sum1 whom u' ve missed so much ?

March. 9 2009 ko pa dapat na iblog yang about sa retreat namin. A yun.. miss ko lang sya lalo sobra.. Lalo ko lang na miss ung dinner namin together, then yung harutan namin nung retreat. Ang hirap pla noh? hay.. I really miss gab. Sarap ireminisce mga moments na ganyan.. Masakit nga lang , pag naaalala mong that time super happy kaung dalawa..

helloooo... last March 6 and 7 we had our camping and retreat at Falcon Crest resort.. hahaha.. ayun enjoy grabeh,. ang saya although madaming injured, hekhek ang drama:) umh.. what can I say, pagdating namin nung morning sa resort activity agd.. Pinagawa kame ni Pastor ng banner namin.. By group un, then after that gumawa naman kami ng tower na gawa sa straw,. aT first xmpre aakalain mung di uubra dahil d nga xa matibay. Di mxadong mataas nagawa namin nila mitch, karlo, sherryl, and michael pero matibay naman xa.. madami kxeng naka suportang straws sa baba. Kung ihahambing mu iun sa isang family, kahit hndi cla mxadong mataas or mayaman gnyan, Matibay padin bxtah tulong2 diba? After that lunch na..yipeeeeee.. budol style, hekhek.. cla jangs and pat ang sweet.. ung isang buong okra pinapalunok nia kay pat..hekhek:)) kunting pahinga lang, after that activity ulit. Guess what kung anu ung nxt activity namin?.. hmmmmmm... Isa iun sa mga pinaka complicated for me, ginawa na namin un b4 sa...

Now I've learned that,Not all fairy tales have their happy ending and for every story has their end. Not all princesses found their right and deserving prince charming. Some of them are just part of the play. We broke up, last march 24,2009 for good naman. This past few days kasi, napansin ko na sunod sunod na raw na kaming nag aaway. Then may mga bagay na di na kami nag kakasundo. marami kaming pagkakaiba, kaya kahit tama naman yung isang decision pra sakin, for him.. Mali naman. Hindi ko na pwedeng ituloy ung relationship namin kung ganun nalang din. Nagpapakiramdaman nalang kami, ayaw mag salita . Kaya I've made my mind. I really have to end our relationship coz hindi na nag wwork. And I think hindi kami compatible. Sayang lang dahil madami ng pangarap, then ambitions. Nakakapang hinayang pero, that's what life really means. We have to give up something for good. Hindi naman ako plastik para sabihing hindi ako nasaktan, syempre nasaktan din ako. Masakit,..OO. Kakalungkot...

Patricia is one of the best girl I've ever met.. Funny, naughty yet easy to go with.. Parehas kaming me aning kya nag kasundo agad;) Peace tau friend! 3rd yr cu lanh xa naging close dahil transferee lang xa. At first kala cu baet ever xa, kxe first day nya sa school ang tahimik sa sulok. Then inintroduce cu self cu. After that, dami agad trials na nagpatatag ng frindshp namin. Naabutan pa nya ung issue about sa cp cu n nwala. Present din xa nung time na nagkaron ng conflict sa loob ng classroom. Kasama xa ni Janggo na nag comfort and nag defend sakin. When she saw that I'm starting to cry na, she silently looked at me and hug me so tight. Para acung little girl na inaway ng bunch of dummies that day. But thank God, meron acung kaibigan na tulad nila. Pat is always at my side wherever I go. She always makes me laugh, tawa pa lanh nya matatawa ka na. Minsan nga pag bad trip acu or wala sa mood, pag anjan na c pat natatawa na cu. One of a kind c Pat. e2h pa ang da best. Lagi nya ...

Vicente.. hmmmm... what can I say about him,.. naku naku.! One of the most important person in my life too.. 3rd yr cu lang din sya naging super close.. Dahil nadin siguro lagi sila nanjan pag need cu, emotionally and pag sa kulitan. 3rd year acu maxado acu emosyonal, iyakin! hehehe.. in short sensitive:'( mababa din daw ang kaligayahan, kxe madalas kahit ang corny ng joke ni tien, acu lang ung natatawa.. kaya asar nila sakin " 3 ft. " .. Meaning mababa ang kaligayahan:)) Naging classmate cu na xa nung grade. 4 kami, but then super asar acu sa kanya,.. makulit kxe then mahangin.. hehhe.. up to now din naman:) PEACE! Si tien, pag may tampuhan kami ni jangs, sya ung tulay para magka auz kami ni jangs..yehey!! Then pag may gusto akong gawin, jan xa para isupport ako.. He never judged me as a person, sinasabi nya sakin ung mali ko and that's what real friends do. -- Unforgettable MeMoriez -- --> One of the most unforgettable memoriez cu kay tien, ung di cu talaga malil...

Well John Leslie is one of the most important person in my life.. Di cu xa boyfriend, but my best friend.. I owe him alot, di lang dahil sa maraming kalokohan at tawanan, kundi sa mga oras na nandyan xa lagi pag kailangan ko. --> 3rd year cu lang xa naging classmate. At first naman di talaga kami close nun ee" suplado kasi, di mabiro! Pero as time goes by, dahil sa mga group activities namin, dun nag start ang magulo at makulit na friendship namin. --> Dun umusbong ang tawagan namin na sisters:)) at dun din nasubukan ang tatag ng samahan namin. Saming group acu lang ang girl.. Kasama namin ay sila Mark, Michael at Tien.. We all start having fun by, making asar asar one another.. minsan tuksuhan, pero ang madalas.. BUGBUGAN:) Pag may problem acu, nanjan lagi c jangs, di nia cu iniiwan.. minsan nga lang, pag my problema acu, at acu ung may fault iddown ka pa lalo..hehehe.. nanjan ung " yan kxe, pnag savhan na kita nuon dba? " oh kaya ung " ang kulit2 mu kxe bah...

Michael is one of my best buddies.. etong 3rd yr lang kami naging super close dahil nung 2nd yr kami, napaka lakas mang asar ng taong yan.. pero pag sya na inasar mo, nasisikon na sya:p --- Describe Michael --- * Mapag mahal sa magulang - Nakikita ko sakanya na mahal na mahal nya ang mama nya.. We both came from a separated parents kaya I know what does he feel.. Pag nag oopen sakin yan about his father, ramdam ko ang galit at bigat ng nararamdaman nya.. Di natin sya masisisi dahil, iba iba ang tao. * Responsible - Although hindi gaanong maganda ang academic performance ni michael, still sobrang sipag naman ng taong 2h.. Pag may experiment kami, maaasahan mo yan.. Pag my group activity laging handa yan, marunong pa ng mga gawaing bahay.. Pag naging asawa mo si michael, naku..buhay prinsesa ka.. * Hindi ka iiwan sa oras ng kalungkutan - One time nakita ko talaga yung care para sakin ni michael, nung once na nagkaron ako ng matinding problema.. Sya yung unang nagpa tahan sakin. Magaling ...

I miss YKMC.. especially ung kulitan, harutan, asaran and last iyakan.. 2nd yr highschool kami nang mabuo ang samahang YKMC, Y stands for Yra, K for Kim, M for Micha thats me and C for Christelle.. 2nd yr h.s was very challenging kase napakadami naming naencounter na problema, na talagang sumubok sa pagkakaibigan namin. I guess tama sila hindi masaya ang highschool life kapag walang kalokohan.. At kung kalokohan lang din ang pag uusapan, naku aa" sagana kami dyan:p 2nd yr..hmmm.. aa" I remember kami lagi ung bida nian sa office, dahil maloko din sila papa ronnie, jomil, michael and mac.. C mac & michael parang bata bata ni owe.. Homeboy ika nga:) Naku, madalas nasa office mga yan. Kung hindi dahil nag cucutting class, di gumagawa homework,. At ang pinaka malufet sa lahat ng mabangis.. ang apat na prinsesa:)) yesss.. ou kami nga!! angalz?? ---> Pinaka Memorable YMC - tumakas lunch un,hehehe... hinanap ung section ng bf ni kim, 3-pinpin..Pero ang alm sa skul kakain lanh ...

In all fairness.. helu! Hay, ang retreat oo..tama ka jan, nakakaloka.. masaya dahil dami natutunan,. naks! pero eth talaga ang di cu makakalimutan.. After namin mag jogging ng 5am.. Nag 3p kami ni path.. nasa lower ground kami ng resort at napag icpan naming akyatin ulit ung lubid na nag guguide pababa dun sa pwesto namin,.. Yan ang resulta ng pag akyat sa matarik na bahagi ng resort.. Grabeeeeeehh.. nakakahingal, pero enjoy.. hehehe.. Kung everyday mu nga gagawin un, naku 1 month lang.. SESY kna:)) hehehe.. well thats It for now.. keme lanh:p

The sun has set And the gray sky fade in blue Been wanting to say goodbye But it leads me back to you Then the rain starts to fall down As I watch the stars crash into the night I wish I could turn Turn back the hands of time As I picked up all the pieces That you’ve left behind My heart bleeds your smile And my soul starts to cry Chorus: Now I’m screaming and shouting And I can’t hear a thing My eyes burn and blister I can’t feel the pain And I don’t know why I’m here Don’t know why I’m here But I simply can’t No, I simply can’t No, I simply can’t, No I simply can’t Repeat Chorus 2x Now I’m screaming and shouting And I can’t hear a thing Don’t know why I’m here

Whenever you make a mistake or get knocked down by life, don't look back at it too long. Mistakes are life's way of teaching you. Your capacity for occasional blunders is inseparable from your capacity to reach your goals. No one wins them all, and your failures, when they happen, are just part of your growth. Shake off your blunders. How will you know your limits without an occasional failure? Never quit. Your turn will come.

What can the love in my soul be compared to another wonderful soul which is so far and yet so close of my self? What can this symbiosis between two souls can be? What can love be when you feel you cannot sleep at night, that every drop of dew becomes a crystal in your heart, when every breeze of wind has magical meanings? What can love be when you feel that you want nothing more in this world that to be with the soul you love? But what can love be in other transcendental realities? What about our souls? Are our souls a waterfall, a true Niagara or a smile, a flirt of an angel? Are our souls a mere mood of a fairy or a lightening in a summer rain? Our souls could be all of this and much more. But what really happens in that transcendental reality when we feel we are truly in love, that we love so much that it hurts? That the air in the room is unbreathable, that the sentimental, spiritual or physical distances kill us? What happens when dawn find us sadder than ever, looking for an excu...

---> The couple that fights the most is the one most in love... it shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stop fighting it means you stopped caring.